I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE BASTARDS!

Ok, as some of you will soon know I have been dicked over by the financial aid office and Chase bank. I had applied for a loan of $25,000 for this school year well that has been cut down to size and I have only received $20,099 yeah... real nice of them isn't it? also Chase has me set up for 20 years of payments... 20 years! the interest alone when I'm done I'll have paid close to 5 times that. anyway...this weekend I'm still going to Loth even if it kills me.
I'm just tired of this over and over and over, I just want to go to Rome it's there within reach and I can't do it. Hell I barely made it to school this year. And yet I continue to wonder is it really worth it? going to college I mean? I'll be close to $100,000.00 in debt upon graduation. I have no real set-up for work after this so I'll be going off to Grad school which is gonna put me further n the hole. So really is it worth going into debt for a piece of paper that says "hey this guy isn't a complete arse!" I don't know. But I;m this far so I might as well find out.